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Welcome to my website! My name is Eleanor and (at the time of writing) I'm a college student at an HWC. I started this website my freshman year and update when I feel like it. Some things I'm into are revolutionary girl utena analysis (best feminist tv show of all time), privacy and surveillance, ethics, disco elysium (best video game), and my girlfriend (most well-spoken and beautiful woman I've ever met). I also zines and posters: the "ant manifesto" archive is where those are uploaded, although it's been a while since I've updated the scans. Hopefully I'll get that done this finals season.

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EARTHLING IMPERATIVE

ANT MANIFESTO ARCHIVE

ABSOLUTE BIRTH (UTENA META)

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"When we ask the question “What does civilization want?” we are visited by the ghosts of our children. The specters of a dead future. Emaciated skeletons buried beneath vulgar stories of conquest upon conquest upon conquest. Civilization has no relatives, only captives. Breathing dead air and poisoned water, it owns the night and creeps towards distant constellations. Its survival is expansive unending hunger, a hunger that has been named colonialism; a vast consumption that feeds on spirit, and all life. It fashions its years and seconds into an anemic prison. It has shaped time into the most exquisite of weapons, obliterating memories, killing cycles. Its essence is time. The temporal and spacial imposition of awareness is the oblivion that is modernity and linear, or one-way time. When we name the genocidal fulfillment of a colonized future, civilization pronounces itself as The Existent. This is what is meant by “modernity.” It is authoritarian temporality. We name this consuming of existence, this assertion of “superiority,” as a war of wars against Mother Earth."

- "Unknowable: Against an Indigenous Anarchist Theory," Klee Benally